Who is wise? He that learns from everyone. Who is powerful? He that governs his passions. Who is rich? He that is content. Who is that? Nobody.

Water Water Everywhere, No Drop For Me !
Today i went up to Seoul again for fulfilling the weekend with some friends. one of my friend wanted to go shopping for some clothes. we searched from Dongdyemen, to Yihua university and Mingdong but there is nothing my friend likes. although we tried very hard but it turned out to be a labour in vain. anyway we had a good time being together and we had pizza for lunch after a whole day's hard walking here and there. the cheeze pizza was so good after long time not eating, and i bought a kind of cloth bag in the end unexpectedly, which cost me 35000 yuan. i thought i bought too many bags in korea... more than 10 bags altogether. from now on i would stop to buy any kind of any bags.
the place would remind me of some one. the yihua university and mingdong made my heart jerk from time to time like a constant flush of current in the sea. the energy bar and chicken in mingdon was so touching and fresh as yesterday... i just wish i could grope into the past and have a cup of coffee on the table.
many people think i am carefree and very happy everyday, but behind my smile there was some hideous suspicion towards life. the suspicion is enlarging day by day shading a region once bright in the sunlight. as i am growing up i felt great betrayal by life in reality.

I don't deserve this award, but I have arthritis and I don't deserve that either.

SICKNESS
i was sleeping the whole day because of my headache and nauseous. i guess i had the wrong food for yesterday night. i woke up around 12 pm in the afternoon , then i went out to the mart for some food i threw away in the evening and i slept over the whole afternoon till 6 30 pm. i was feeling so sick that i could not stand up and move my head.
i just wasted my weekend like this. i still have a lot of homework to finish, yet i was so strengthless.
i hope tomorrow i will recover and refresh...
last week was so strenuously nervous time for me. presentation...

"And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music." - Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche

A Peaceful Weekends in My Life
this summer was almost nearing the end and i am enjoying a peaceful weekend with myself in this pleasant small room. the whole day i had two cups of ramian and surfed on the Internet. also i was preparing for a presentation for next Thursday, because there is an annual price negotiation in our company. hope it will go well. it is getting cold gradually, but i did not take any autumn's clothes and it has been a long time since i bought any clothes. i should do some shopping and get some warm clothes for myself. i cut my hair and it feels great with the smooth silky hair instead of the burnt straw hair. i bought a PMP for watching TV and listening to musics in the subway like most Korean people. the bad news about me is that my recent new cellphone fell into water unfortunately. now i am using a rented phone but the cellphone no. was the same as before. the rented phone was ugly. tomorrow i need to prepare for the school class and also the presentation. life is hard... for me

"He who love touches walks not in darkness." Plato

A New Test
i will be tested next week ...i need to work hard both on school study and the job .

Doing easily what others find is difficult is talent; doing what is impossible for talent is genius.

Those Two Days
i was busy in acquiring new knowledge concerning automobile in those days. because i do not have any Chinese books about auto so i need to search online here and there for my translation work. on Saturday i came to Seoul for the dinner job then i went to visit my former roommate. her home was on subway line 1 , it was nice cozy place and we had pizza for dinner . we talked back into the time when we lived in the same room and how lazy i was everyday staying in bed and doing nothing at all. we also talked about our recent shopping plans and the fashion trend nowadays. i bought a clothes yesterday which cost me 80000 Korean money, i love it very much although my roommate said it was too much money. we slept earlier than before because i became too sleepy to talk anymore when it was 12 am. but i thought she was turned and tossed in bed until very late. so this morning i woke up earlier and surfing on Internet while my roommate was in deep sleeping. today i would go to teach English in the evening and go back to Anshan office tel for work on Monday.
i am under pressure from work and a new semester's study at school. i do not know what will happen in the coming days... God bless me .
and i want to buy a PMP , a electronic for watching TV , movies and musics and also for playing games. because i want to know more about korea culture and speak good korean language. someone said my korean is not good, i was pissed off....

The writer must write what he has to say, not speak it.

Every Day i am feeling Risky
since i came to join this company, i was not confident a lot, i need to learn fast and gel well with the matters i am dealing with. actually the job itself is not hard, i can improve translating skill day by day, the most difficult part i am suffering is the social relationship. i found it hard to control the situation in the office. i got lost who i am and what should i do . i wish someone would guide me in the right direction. this morning i shed tears because of the collegue who should pick me up left me alone and i had to walk 20 mins to the office , with the heavy PC. i felt so bad the whole day until in the evening another collegue dropped me at my offistel and would pick me up tommorrow under my building. wish everything will go smoothly this week. God bless me
everyday i am learning something new , which is so fresh for me. "yes i can " do this automobile job. tomorrow i will take some pictures for this plain looking blog. long time no pictures, i know

LONG TIME NO SEE !

Normal is getting dressed in clothes that you buy for work and driving through traffic in a car that you are still paying for - in order to get to the job you need to pay for the clothes and the car, and the house you leave vacant all day so you can afford to live in it.
If above is the standard of normal, then i have to say i am SO abnormal. i have not bought any clothes for any work although i have 2 jobs and i have no car to pay for to drive through the traffic ,instead this morning, i took taxi to the office. and the house i am living is paid by the company , vacant all day , while i need to work to pay for the quilt and other daily cost, like a tissue. so it is concluded that i am such a beggar. Abnormal ME.