bottom is out

i was heading for my cousin's home early this morning . as i put some of my important document there,which would be needed for my undergraduate degree qualification. lack of sleep those days made me quite puffy. my hair was fluffy and eyes hurt from the sunshine as it was another sunny Sunday morning. it was a little chilly in this season of Korea ,the sun was only shining with little heat.
i slept all my way and a transfer during the trip to my cousin's home in the subway. i took the subway and saw many different faces. sleepy faces and sleepy faces were glowing in the subway this morning. it was a drowsy , long trip and the only fun thing i thought was no fun at all. actually i did not have to waste my weekends this way, but she was another drowsy one. i was thinking fast ......that girl was qualified as a narrow minded. it is unfair to judge someone in this bad way for her not willing to help you, but it was hard for a normal person when you paid a lot money, i deserved, but she was not worthwhile.
my cousin just got up when i arrived , her home was such a mess that i refused to stay any longer than i could grab my document swiftly. without much talking and lunch, i was heading for my school with a bag of apple...which she packed in such a hurry as became the beginning of my misery day. it was heavy and the bag seemed to be weak.

my dear uncle had called me every week to invite me to his tiny tiny home. i was scared when i first saw it stuffed with a shadow of people on mid autumn day not long before and i still had not shed off the awkward feeling since then. i excused myself from revisiting, but this time i decided to go again . he was my uncle and i did not want to hurt his heart.

after a short family reunion , my uncle bought me a calling card with which the international fee would be low. i tried to look for it before but failed to find the store. i was finally going dorm.
i stood among people motionlessly , grabbing handdhole with one hand and another was taken up with the vulnerable bag. i was so relaxy and peaceful without any sense of misery in the near future.

sometimes there is very clear hint in our programmed life, there was an error we missed to catch in the process, until it warns us in a violent way. our minds refuse to take the fact seriously because we are so distracted and careless. here it came! why were apples rolling in the subway floor? did they need to buy the ticket? for less a second , my head was in complete blank.
the apples were winking at me"hello , i am cheap " "thank u for being cheap , so i could afford to buy you...." said i, "i am hurt "said one of the apples sadly, "what happened?" asked i worriedly,
"because ....because the bottom is out! u silly, retarded!"
i was bending down for the furious apples strended over here and there. i was flushed a lot , i could even feel my cheeks were turning as red as the painful apples. one kind woman helped me to pick them up and another woman gave me a new bag... i was too embassard to say a word and hurried off the train without saying thank you .
what a bottom out day it was ! but it was not the end ....