Make yourself necessary to somebody.

my long neck was painful because of the bad weather and the sleepless night's tossing. it is another dreary day, no fun. in life we should do something unwillingly like i should read a whole book about English survey in 16 Th century for the coming exam on this Saturday. i am so lost. what a lost season ! the whole morning we were gossiping about the least mentioned girl,who recently had some love affair with a Chinese boy. the problem is that she kept defending herself that she had no feeling for the boy but the truth we saw is she was holding hand with the boy. no one really cares about her petty love affair. i know i am not interested in her story. i am suffering enough without her tormenting me by her love principles... she kept persuading us she is only enjoying the boy while the boy wants to have a serious relationship with her. we can see clearly and objectively as a out stander, the boy is just arriving Korea from china who wants to use some blind senior when necessary. obviously she was behaving like love struck high school teenager....dressing like a baby, wearing strange hair style on the top of her head,buying lots of shoes, cosmetics all of suddern... the gossip lasted from 11 am to 1: 30 pm... we are not caring about her love affair, we are just gossiping that she should not show that conceit of egotism in her heart which was disgusting. a gloomy day began with gossiping was not that bad.
i went out to pay for the dormitory fee for the summer vacation in the afternoon. it was cool outside after the rain yesterday night, silently .... the rain was visiting us on the window, looking into our dreams and smiled away in the morning. ^^ "someone see something ask why? i dream something say why not! "