Saturday, December 20, 2008

a saturday in holiday

i was living my life without the limit of times and space. i could sleep until i was tired of sleeping, but after 20 hours sleep i was still feeling about sleeping. i was doubting my humanity. hyberation is in the need of my every cell in my 167 cm whole body. i was feeling my flesh and body was swelling and oily after timeless sleep.
most of times i was sleeping after eating. eating was tiresome. sleeping was droopy. maybe the several days' drewn along the subway made me so tired that i was still not recovering. time would heal the wounds.
while i am lazy my other roommates were so busy around the cold air. it was warm inside because their swifting thoughts and movements. sehua was dating out tonight and zhanghen was moving out to other rooms, which meant i was going to be alone in my room tonight. i had no one to talk to. from yesterday i kept talking and talking... now i could be silent for a while. even in my hyberation, i was keeping talking in the endless tiring dream. i am obviously in nerve. why? what was the reason for my ceaseless unsettlement of heart and mind.
i need a tomb.

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