stalker
following around someone was a tough job , both in phisical and mental. but spirit should be admired, yet it was the most stupid thing i have ever did in my life. selfly and publically admitted that i was a very selfish and wilful person. personally i thought i was a naive and ignorant angel. there was no evil angel but love. i thought i was an evil angel and a potential stalker.
sometimes i did something not knowing the reason. sometimes i went for somewhere but it turned out to be no where in the end. why did i do that? why did i humuliate myself in such a starving and frozen way?
what am i following around and where am i heading for? how long can i go and what was the price for this long trip? actually it cost me 4000 yuan today. my mind was racing when the subway was running, looking out the window, it was presented a frisky mild winter seoul. it was snowing but still it was a mild winter for me , a girl who had lived in a much more frozen place in changchun, china. a place of life time memory.
when something was passing very fast, it was hard to see clearly what was it, i could not see what was racing in my mind. it was feeling like an upset mouse eager for gnawing something for relief, but what was worse , i am the most unlucky person in the world who did not even know what should i do , because i was not a mouse , i never gnaw, that is the problem. i eat.
i do not need food, i need love.
following around someone was a tough job , both in phisical and mental. but spirit should be admired, yet it was the most stupid thing i have ever did in my life. selfly and publically admitted that i was a very selfish and wilful person. personally i thought i was a naive and ignorant angel. there was no evil angel but love. i thought i was an evil angel and a potential stalker.
sometimes i did something not knowing the reason. sometimes i went for somewhere but it turned out to be no where in the end. why did i do that? why did i humuliate myself in such a starving and frozen way?
what am i following around and where am i heading for? how long can i go and what was the price for this long trip? actually it cost me 4000 yuan today. my mind was racing when the subway was running, looking out the window, it was presented a frisky mild winter seoul. it was snowing but still it was a mild winter for me , a girl who had lived in a much more frozen place in changchun, china. a place of life time memory.
when something was passing very fast, it was hard to see clearly what was it, i could not see what was racing in my mind. it was feeling like an upset mouse eager for gnawing something for relief, but what was worse , i am the most unlucky person in the world who did not even know what should i do , because i was not a mouse , i never gnaw, that is the problem. i eat.
i do not need food, i need love.
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