At the approaching of the lunar new year
after eating up a whole birthday dinner yesterday, i grew up a little more this morning and threw up a lot as a great celebration farewell to my 24 years.
officially i am 25 now. scientifically proved that a woman would meet the physical down slope at the very age of 25 and it is another period for a lady also mentally definitely.
i struggled a lot for the wrong food this morning and the whole day i just felt dizzy and strenghthless. not much reading as i planned and not much enjoying of my life home. yet in the evening, all of my cousin came for a visit. two of them just came back from Beijing for the traditional Chinese lunar new year. they were 2 years younger than me but much mature than me emotionally. we were too happy to say anything in detail but keep laughing as the warmest welcome expression. all of the sudden the whole room was filled with energy and fresh. i was stuck home for several days without any fresh air. it was so grateful of them to take some fresh air for me.
we talked and talked until the dinner time , which my mom prepared simply for short of time for more preparation. it was a big pleasant surprise, obviously this surprise was different from my surprise coming from Korea secretly.
we had a most pleasant family talk with the simplest food. being together is enough for the closest relations and everything seemed to be right.
talk talk talk girls just like talking a lot. they broke the silent and slow of my life and i had enjoyed this precious reunion once a year.
the day after tomorrow we would go to my grandmother's home and pass the festival time together.
and in the late night my brother came back from shanghai too. but he was busy seeing off to his friend not even having time to say hello to us , hurrying off to the train station again only leaving the luggage home. at this point my parents seemed a little upset. their dear son was so busy that ignored the family easily.
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