Twilight, I Went into Tomb
i woke up around 1 pm today, a little longer morning sleep. i should have slept longer if jihyan's mommy did not come to visit our room. no one knew her mother would come, if the secret leaked out, we would have cleaned the room beforehand. she saw the true dorm life of girls, which was not that messy^^ as i have afternoon class at 3 pm, i had to push myself to the bathroom and to the school. the class was very boring for me. but for attendance i just attended the class.
yet the weather forecast did not tell me there would be a storm soon. it is a storm of me. the pervert professor scolded me for my cheating in paper. she likes to say"as a graduate student, u should not be like this..." blah blah... in my opinion, as a professor who was studying in America for 10 years should not be like the way she is. i think Korea is OK for me to just finish the degree until i met this lame professor who could not even speak English and Korean properly. after the tsunami in my life, i went back room furiously, on the way i met with Mr Li, the dorm teacher, in front of whom i lost control and broke into tears. he was nice to me and pretty scared by my face. in the room, priyam was there online waiting for me and soothing my bleeding heart by some encouraging words. i do not care much about the content, but i felt much better after hearing the voice from the tantrum and thou art enough, thee voice is there. ^-^
in the evening, Mr Li took me out for dinner, later i knew he had finished dinner beforehand.i was very grateful of his kindness as a teacher.
later in the night, i was buried in the "shit landscape " and i went into tomb in the twilight. GO TO HELL
i woke up around 1 pm today, a little longer morning sleep. i should have slept longer if jihyan's mommy did not come to visit our room. no one knew her mother would come, if the secret leaked out, we would have cleaned the room beforehand. she saw the true dorm life of girls, which was not that messy^^ as i have afternoon class at 3 pm, i had to push myself to the bathroom and to the school. the class was very boring for me. but for attendance i just attended the class.
yet the weather forecast did not tell me there would be a storm soon. it is a storm of me. the pervert professor scolded me for my cheating in paper. she likes to say"as a graduate student, u should not be like this..." blah blah... in my opinion, as a professor who was studying in America for 10 years should not be like the way she is. i think Korea is OK for me to just finish the degree until i met this lame professor who could not even speak English and Korean properly. after the tsunami in my life, i went back room furiously, on the way i met with Mr Li, the dorm teacher, in front of whom i lost control and broke into tears. he was nice to me and pretty scared by my face. in the room, priyam was there online waiting for me and soothing my bleeding heart by some encouraging words. i do not care much about the content, but i felt much better after hearing the voice from the tantrum and thou art enough, thee voice is there. ^-^
in the evening, Mr Li took me out for dinner, later i knew he had finished dinner beforehand.i was very grateful of his kindness as a teacher.
later in the night, i was buried in the "shit landscape " and i went into tomb in the twilight. GO TO HELL
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